I remember that smile. It’s seems like a long time since I’ve worn it but it’s only been about a week. This week was supposed to be the best for us and it turned out to be the complete opposite. I wish I was just upset. Now I’m angry and at my breaking point. This is harder for me than for you. That’s obvious and always the way it is. For once, I’m taking something serious and you seem to want to throw this all away. You asked for this and I gave you what you wanted. We’ll see what happens tomorrow. Hopefully we can find a way to get back to these happy kids but I’m so hurt right now. It’s going to take a lot of convincing. I hate being in this position because it’s painfully hard for me to go a day without you. I love you with every fiber of my being but I can’t be mistreated, especially when I don’t deserve it. 

I remember that smile. It’s seems like a long time since I’ve worn it but it’s only been about a week. This week was supposed to be the best for us and it turned out to be the complete opposite. I wish I was just upset. Now I’m angry and at my breaking point. This is harder for me than for you. That’s obvious and always the way it is. For once, I’m taking something serious and you seem to want to throw this all away. You asked for this and I gave you what you wanted. We’ll see what happens tomorrow. Hopefully we can find a way to get back to these happy kids but I’m so hurt right now. It’s going to take a lot of convincing. I hate being in this position because it’s painfully hard for me to go a day without you. I love you with every fiber of my being but I can’t be mistreated, especially when I don’t deserve it. 

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    I’ve mastered the task of empathy when it comes to these two. I feel every emotion each of them has and it’s extremely...
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    I have faith in you two, if you guys can’t make it. No one can.
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    holy wow, we were young here. god, shes so beautiful. im still smiling, i cant stop. my chapped lips are tearing, im...
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